LOS ANGELES – There are afternoons at Dodger Stadium, amid the cheers of thousands, when Clayton Kershaw throws with complete calm – as if the noise in the stands can’t reach him. But if you look closely, you’ll see something strange: His eyes are not only on the catcher, but also on the dusty strip of dugout – looking for someone who has passed away.
Because somewhere in his memory, Clayton Kershaw is still a boy with a worn glove, throwing balls in front of the old porch, where the only woman who always sat waiting to catch his every pitch – whether it was the best or the worst.
A childhood without spectators, just a mother
Clayton Kershaw grew up in Dallas, Texas. When he was 10 years old, his parents divorced. He stayed with his mother, Marianne Kershaw, in a small house with a rotten wooden porch and a patchy lawn. They didn’t have much, but they had one habit: every afternoon after school, Marianne would pull up a chair and sit there catching balls for her son.
“My mother’s hands were always red from catching balls with an old glove. But she never complained. Every time she threw a wrong pitch, she would smile and say, ‘Here we go again, I’ll catch it this time.’”
Clayton shared in an old interview, his eyes slightly red when talking about his mother.
No professional coaches. No nets. No standard practice fields. Just the two of them and a small belief: that if they kept throwing, things would change.
A silent example and an unspoken promise
In 2012, Clayton Kershaw was honored with the Roberto Clemente Award – MLB’s highest honor for social and charitable contributions. In his speech, he did not mention his personal achievements or the glory of the team.
He only said one sentence:
“This is for you, Mom. You caught every pitch I threw, even when no one else would.”
That sentence made the whole hall silent.
A crumpled piece of paper in his glove
A little-known detail: in many important games, Kershaw kept an old piece of paper inside his glove. It was a conduct sheet from elementary school, which his mother had stuck on the refrigerator for many years, with a comment from his teacher:
“Clayton is a good student, honest, hard-working – and a good listener.”
He kept it as a reminder – that no matter how many titles or records he had, he was still just the boy from the wooden porch.
Raising His Head to Salute the Sky – Not Out of Habit
On the July 4, 2023 game, Kershaw left the field after a perfect 7 innings. The camera caught the moment he looked up to the sky, put his hand on his heart, and bowed his head. The moment lasted only a few seconds, but to those who know him, it was not a habit – it was a salute.
Hello, Mom. Hello, afternoons without spectators. Hello, the silent sacrifices that he still tries to repay – with every pitch on MLB’s most prestigious mound.
Clayton Kershaw is not a talkative person. But every action he takes on the field is a whisper sent far away:
“I’m still throwing, Mom. And I know… I’ve never thrown alone.”